I'm Still Here

Hi all! WoW. Life has a funny way of happening, doesn't it? I think it has been about 4 years since my last post. I've been wanting to write, I've needed to at times. I guess just being at a loss of words, or of how to express some of my journey the last few years. House is built, we love it here in the woods. It's quiet, beautiful (during all seasons) and it's the best place for me to be the introvert that I am. I didn't realize this until after I moved here actually how well God had planned. I feel at home, secluded here. Now don't get me wrong, I do love my dear family and friends, but I find it easier to breathe in this quiet, slow pace life. For updates, those that know me, know last summer I had major surgery--- a total hysterectomy. For some I suppose this would be devastating, but for me it was so freeing! After years of PCOS, fertility issues, having Cassandra almost 3 months early....then having issues later on with fibroid's and Adenomyosis (which is “uterine endometriosis”), I was more than happy to get rid of my uterus and cervix! God has really been with me the whole time, really. I find myself where I should have been in a fury of panic, I have been at peace with major decisions and set backs. That is ONLY FROM my LORD. Maybe I'm naturally a calmer personality...which I find is the case. I just know no matter what I'm destined for something greater someday, I take comfort in that. God is good all times, and all times God is good. “Hold everything in your hands lightly, otherwise it hurts when God pries your fingers open.” Corrie Ten Boom In His Grip, Jessie ♥